Edmond,
Feelings for you had faded. I admit, i still miss you a lot. I couldn't totally forgot you yet. This i admit. You make me love you too much.I enjoyed every single moments with you . I tried very hard to forgot you. I just need time to get use without you anymore in my lifes. I don't know why i got the urge to post for you. I miss you.


My dear sweet, get well soon alright? Drink more water. Don't make me worry of you. Sorry that sometimes i left you out :/ . Sorry. But no matter what happened, i still dote you a lot. I told you every single of my things, even my secrets. B'cause i believe you will never betraye me right? I miss you, get well & come back school!! & please, don't learn bad things ok. I want you to get good result, study well ! You promised me you will not use vulgar anymore! Keep your promise. I don't want you to lead my ways how i use to be last time. Cause i does not help in studies at all. Concentrate on studies ! :)
I love you, sweeeeeeeet~

Lynn,
Daughter. I know many conflicts we had last time. Sorry for every single thing. But this two days together with you, weijie, simin & etc, i really enjoyed a lot. You guys make me not to think about him. Daughter, i hope that you won't be upset anymore too :)! I believe without guys we will still be that happy right? I enjoy h2h talk with you ~ Anything must tell me alrights? Mummy trust you ok . I love you, daughter.

Andy, sorry for being so dao, & not replying your message that much anymore. I ain't in a good mood, like what i told you. I did not dare to accept you, & i asked you not to wait for me anymore; because i am not a good girl at all. You are too good to me, i don't suit you. Don't treat me too good ): . Andy, i really appreciate every single thing you done for me. All because, it came truely all from your heart. None of your words are false. It is true. You had never lie to me, always i am the one that did it. It is my fault for not treasuring you in the past. The photo we took, the bear you gave to me, the drawing you drew yourself, i still have it. I had never throw it. I keep it . Memories with you are, deeply kept in my heart. Thanks for every single thing.

Junior,
I can't found your photo, so didn't manage to upload your photo. Thanks for your care. & your accompany. Thanks for so caring about me :). I will drink more water de! :D Hah, don't keep scolding people ! If not cannot book out ! Come out faster ! I will keep my promise de ! :D

LiuHui,
Thanks for your care. You are that caring for me, i know. You knew i don't like her, and yet you can because of it, don't care about her. Thanks. I appreciate.

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Chinese paper today. Recess with same co. After school went mac with Lynn & weijie & co. Weijie they all send me & lynn to northpoint , hehe.

Meeting Lynn, Seyou, Zhengbin, Shaun, Weijie & Siming tomorrow ! :)

Wearing Weijie's clothes, that why it look big :/

Had a great time today, i swear! :)
School as per normal. Last minutes revision again. After on, assembly > English Examination ! I do wrong for the Personal Recount ! Ass. Recess , together with Juatling, Michelle, Shuchen & Sharon. Went back class for Paper 2. After paper, went detention together with Lynn, Velene, KuiYin, Cindy & Tianching. Lynn waited for me. & we headed to Khatib mac to meet up with JianYuan, Deddrie, Emanuel, Weijie, & one more guy & girl. After on, went smoke. & went back to mac to slack & joke around with them. Simin & one more guy joined together. Mac was full of our noise. It was really enjoyable today ! Laughing non-stop ! Went 838 to play basketball. Weijie is so good mans, i say i want papaya milk, he really went to buy specially for me ! Gosh ! Thanks weijie (L) ! Heh. After on, slacked, smoke. Fabian & Fabian's friend joined. Slacked together. Went northpoint > home.

I love Lynn Chua very much !
& Thanks weijie for helping to buy papaya milk ~~

Shock to see your photo here? Heh .
ANDY LOKE ! You're always are good friend of mine. We use to be ex. I hurt you deeply. You didn't blame or leave me, you choose to love me instead. After many times , i rejected you. You didn't blame me at all. You still choose to love me. ): .
After i and edmond break, you was being by my side every single moments. I cried, you was the want that tried to cheer me up. Webcame with you, you make me laugh. You messaged me all those messages, that really touches me. I cried because of your message. You didn't blame me no matter how much i hurt you. You dote me a lot. I know. You messaged me, i remembered. Every single of your sentence really touches me. You had never fail to cheer me up. Every single of my break, you will be there for me, to cheer me up. You will not reject me, even if you are busy ! This time, you sent me the message. This touches me deeply; "I regret to jio-ed you halfway, & stead with (insertname). This time, i will not do it. I will wait for you. I will stay by yourside. I don't wish you to get hurt & upset anymore. " Andy, i am crying when i am typing this message for you. Seriously, you are really a great guy. I remember we always use to call each other nicknames ! I called you ahshort, you called me ahfat ! Heh, i miss talking on phone with you!
Thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for never reject me whenever i need you.
Thanks for not blaming me.
Thanks for your love.
Thanks for your care.
Thanks for your laughter.
Thanks for your messages.
Thanks for your cheer .
Thanks for every single things you done for me.
No one could replace you. Cause you are the only one that will stay by my side no matter what happened. You didn't force me at all. Thanks!
Andy Loke, my ahshort !

Sorry for not updating pass few days. Was busy with my studies.

Monday, school was alrights. Had remedial after that. Went northpoint to with Joanne, Seyou, Brandon, & Ronald. Went to 925 to meet Weekiat accompanied him to eat together with Joanne. > home.

Tuesday, school was alright. After school, Joanne came to my house, wait for me to bathe. & after on, changed, we headed to school to meet Seyou. Went to 848. Waited for Rosemary. Went to Funeral with on. After that, I went northpoint with Joanne & Rosemary. Met LiuHui & his friend. Got my cigarette. After that, went to meet Bendy & his friend. Went 214, & 211. Sweat like mad. Went back northpoint. LiuHui was really good towards me :) Around 6, went back to the funeral. Chatted with Wesley, Zile, Zhengbin, Yanting, Joshua, Seyou & Wengzhen. Wesley & Zile was bullying me. Slacked at the funeral > home.

Today, school was ok. Went northpoint with Seyou, Shuchen, Lynn, Zhengbin, Keith, & Shaun. Went to LongJohn > home.

LinJie, Liuhui, Andy, Bendy & *other*,
Sorry , give me time. I don't wish to hurt anyone of you..

**Using another number currently, don't bother to text to the number first.

Waken up by many calls. Aw. Wake up alr, bathe & mum drove me to northpoint to meet Rosemary. Accompanied Rosemary to 'The Body Shop'. After on, we headed to Long John to meet LinJie; Junior. Smoke. Rosemary & I, headed to Woodland. Went to Shi Guan to meet up with Shaun, Gavin, AhBee & etc. They are really dam funny :) . Enjoyed. Rosemary had to go home, so i cabbed over to funland to meet LinJie, Weekiat & Travis. Yongliang came. Slacked, & headed to 921 . Slacked there > 8head > home.

Found this during bloghopping.

Found this during bloghopping. If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore... A girl wont cry easily, except crying infront of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.. A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego. If a girl cries bcoz of youplease hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. If a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life. When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?Think.... Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of you? She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wants your sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, nagony have become too big a burden to be kept inside... Think about it... If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it. Coz one day.... It may be too late for regrets..

Today waken up by ahbee ! Hah. So, went to prepare, & headed to northpoint to meet LinJie; Junior. Met up already, headed to gv, bought movie ticket; "The Bounty Hunt" . After on, went to funland. > Cinema. After the movie ended, chatted. & I went off to meet Rosemary. Shaun they all was waiting for me to reach there~ So instead of bus there, i and rosemary cabbed over. Sorry Rosemary, Shaun, Fuxiang & Gavin. Making you guys wait for me ~ After on, slacked at 4head. Had so much fun with them ! Hanwen came. Went to coffeeshop . Hanwen, Shaun, Gavin & Fuxiang are really dam funny. Waited for Weekiat to come :). & James came . Had really so much fun together with Rosemary, Shaun, Gavin, Fuxiang & Hanwen. :). They went to 2head, & i and rosemary headed to northpoint. Went northpoint library to meet Gary & Gary's friend. He came down & waited for me ~ So good right, heh. After on, accompanied him. > I and Rosemary went to puff > Japanese food court. After on, went to bought mothers' day present. Went to Timezone. Walked one round, *someone* came out to ask for our number, gave alr, went off. Went to popular. Went up again. *They* was behind us. Chatted together outside Timezone. > Mac > Smoke > Orchid Country Club > Home.

I really appreciate the feelings you guys had for me. But i am sorry. I kinda not ready for a new relationship yet. Sorry.

I no choice, but to forget & give up on you. Going ons like this, i am the one suffering. & i knew you would not be here for me, & is my friends that they are with me, cheering me up. No points going ons upset, crying, suffering, all by myself. When i knew our love already over. Friends; they are the most important persons i need now. They cheer me up, trying so hard to make me laugh. They told me every single things. I should not fail on what they want me to do; & that is going back to normal , like how i use to be , that cheerful & hyper. & i give up on you , is not because i no longer love you, is because i love you too much , & i can't afford to go on. The only way is leaving all our love behind. & never turn back. But memories will always kept deeply inside my heart. Cause everything can be clear, but memories will never get to disappear.

(Insertname),
You very happy i and edmond break is it? C'mon, so what if we break? Do you need to be laughing? Don't think i don't know. I ain't like you ok. You know what you had done ok. Don't forgot, you are nothing at all. Your reputation ain't good yeahs. So shut up, childish thinking. -'-